Mariah have heart

I’m not a fucking cheater… That’s just not me Ugh!!!

Retaliation is just as scary as ending up alone, Listening to the softest part of the hardest songs, Thinking of the rain and the first time we locked lips in it’s drizzling magic, We are strong and so is our love, Mountains and radiation can’t even break it, People are sinchy, But my love I want you always with me, My apologies and pleads, I swear on this broken knee Its still me, It always takes time and a little try But for you I’d sleep with the sharks

Will you ever look at me the same again? Will you ever hold my hand again? Kiss me like you couldn’t contain yourself? Stare at me and not hurt your heart? Will you ever believe me? Will this pain ever suffice?

An impact a person has on you,an impact a person’s heart has on you, is a scary wave of emotion and fear,

Will you ever forgive me? Will it be better than ever before?

I feel dirty and tainted, this isn’t who I am. I lost control and have start all the way from the bottom. I just want to cry and plea to you all night. I’m so sorry I fuck up everything I do right

Lost everything in Mexico over something to someone who doesn’t mean shit to me and that I don’t even remember. I wish I would have fallen overboard or got left behind. I’d rather be in isolated misery than to see you hurt.